Decisions, thoughts, plans, insecurities... Will this work? Should I be doing it? I am actually considering this option! I am moving! Again?? I hated it the first time, what will be different this time? Experience, people who support you, stories similar to yours. And I've got my darlingo with me! :)
A new path, only a few months into my new life and so many experiences and stories already! So many that I feel the painful need of letting it all out! Sharing with everyone willing to listen!
Yes, the first time I moved was terrifying, I was depressed for months before slowly sketching a life. I made friends, good friends, the best someone could have and that is so rare! I had the job I was dreaming of, a lovely flat, amazing views. So why giving all these up? Because a big chapter of my life ended and that place started to feel too small. So I started packing and off I went...
Destination Scotland. :) Why here? Because it's still close to keep in touch but far enough to be myself. A girl in another country than her own can be foreigner in England or Scotland...just start building, enjoy the new and stop being scared! A too familiar feeling for all the people out there who for one reason or another ended up in a country which is not theirs...yet. Conquer the world one day at a time! :)
Welcome to Scotland!
ReplyDeleteI have a fear about moving countries again. It was soooooo hard the first time that I am quite fearful to do it again. Which means...I should probably do it again at some point in my life. Good in you! I hope this move is kinder to you than the first.
Have to admit, the stress was still there but the second time around was a bit easiear as I had people who helped me a lot. Wherever you move it's hard not having around familiar surroundings, having to make new friends and finding a new job. Hopepfully won't have to do it again. But good luck if you ever move somewhere else!! Hope things will be much easier on you and your family :)
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